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Suzanne
Vega intervjues av Leonard Cohen i forbindelse med utgivelsen
av albumet 99.9F°
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Leonard Cohen:
Alone at last. This is the first time we’ve ever been alone in a room
together.
Suzanne Vega: Is that really true? Yeah, I guess it is true.
Cohen: I met you first at the photographers.
Vega: Right, so it was you and me and that woman.
Cohen: And assistants.
Vega: ...and
assistants...
Cohen: ...and well wishers, and onlookers.
Vega: Right. Then we went for a drink.
Cohen: But, that was a public place.
Vega: ...that was a public place.
Cohen: And what was the next time we met?
Vega: At the Juno Awards.
Cohen: You were very kind to come to the Juno Awards and sing
a fragment of my song.
Vega: I was very happy to come and sing a fragment of your
song.
Cohen: That was very very kind of you. But, you could hardly
say that was a private occasion.
Vega: Right. No, it wasn’t a private occasion.
Cohen: Our circumstances were different also. Your life has
changed radically since then.
Vega: Well, I guess it has. I suspect yours has, although
I don’t know how, you know. Oh, you know because I wrote to you and
told you, that’s why.
Cohen: Yes. I consider the letter very sweet, and I was touched
by the fact that you would inform me about your situation. May I apologize for not responding.
Vega: Oh, no Problem.
Cohen: I myself have been in the midst of a creative struggle of some dimension.
But, our lives have changed radically since that last hurried meeting
in many crowded places in Vancouver.
Vega: Yes, I guess it was Vancouver.
Cohen: Now we find ourselves...
Vega: But I did receive Your Christmas present.
Cohen: Oh good. What was it?
Vega: It was the dates that you sent through the mail.
Cohen: I'm so glad that you got those. Did you not get a little
gift from me after the Juno?
Vega: Of course I did and I thanked you for it too.
Cohen: Oh, good. I’m glad you thanked me for it. And did you
like the dates?
Vega: Yeah, I liked the dates. I liked them the year before
that too.
Cohen: I hope I'll be able to send you a box of dates every
year at Christmas, until circumstances really change and that extravagance
can no longer be supported.
Vega: So, about your new album... no, I was kidding.
Cohen: I've been reading the lyrics of your
new album, which your management has kindly furnished me. I’ve
been listening to the album under many circumstances.
I’ve been listening to it in the car, with the sunroof open and closed.
It sounds very, very different. The bass disappears when you open
the sunroof.
Vega: Oh, really?
Cohen: ...in the sound system in my car, no flaw in your record.
In fact, if I may say so, the low notes, not that you sing but that
are played..
Vega: ...yes...
Cohen: ...are very, very beautiful.
Vega: and low, and...
Cohen: There’s a wonderful lowness. There’s a wonderful lowness
about your record.
Vega: I feel this too, actually. We got very low to do this
record.
Cohen: I don’t think you ever had anything quite this low
in your previous work, the sounds... bass sounds...
Vega: It's the bass sounds, but also in the attitude I think
in keeping what might normally be discarded. Keeping all of it, the
distorted parts and the noise that someone else might throw away.
We kept it.
Cohen: Why?
Vega: There’s a low sort of attitude.
Cohen: Were you feeling reckless?
Vega: Yeah, I suppose I was feeling rather reckless. I was
feeling like ... I mean, I have no complaints with any of my previous
records, but I felt that it was all very clean and some of the things
I write about are not especially clean. Art is kind of low and dark
and so I felt that it was time to incorporate some of that into the
music. I think that’s probably why I picked Mitchell Froom
to make the album. He has a taste for those kinds of things.
Cohen: It’s very, very
successful, and your voice against some of those moments
is very beautiful, very pure. But are you as pure in your own life,
in your own views as the singer presents herself. There’s an austerity
and a kind of unstrident idealism about the record, that is as if
somebody has kept something, kept some flame alight, kept something
unsullied. That’s a feeling that runs through the record. Is that
so in your life? Do you lead a life that is guarded?
Vega: I might say I lead a guarded life, yeah. I mean it’s
not as pure as it might look, but its not... it’s pretty guarded.
I think it’s guarded because it’s had to have been guarded. It's because
I came from places that were not very pure and I suppose that’s why
I felt I needed to keep certain things clear and straight. But still
I feel myself to be of the world and looking at things that are real
and things that are not pure. I don’t feel that I judge other people,
but I judge myself very strictly.
Cohen: You are a strict person, and others too I imagine you
judge quite strictly. Except the people you happen to fall in love
with. Then I imagine you make, as you say in one of your songs, in
your song In My Movie.
Vega: If You Were In My Movie.
Cohen: If You Were In My Movie: in that song you seem to indicate
that you would give wide allowance to anyone you fall in love with.
Vega: I don’t know if that’s true, maybe, probably. I don’t
know.
Cohen: Is that what the song is about?
Vega: The song is about flirting. It’s a flirting kind of
song. It’s a song looking at another person and saying these are qualities
that you could be, that you could have within you. These are the things
that I see.
Cohen: You could realize these things with me.
Vega: Yeah, if you wanted to. It’s putting a glamorous light
on someone’s character. Saying these are the things that, when I look
at you, these are the things I see. It’s like taking someone’s
basic nature and making it more than it actually is.
Cohen: You have managed
to make austerity extremely seductive. There is a very seductive quality
about your record, although nothing is given away, nothing is thrown
away, nothing is revealed.
Vega: Except in the artwork, where you can see my legs.
Cohen: I haven’t seen... nobody showed me any artwork.
Vega: Well, I'll
have to show... when were done with the interview, I'll show you the
artwork. But, in that one I’m dressed as one of the characters on
the album, the character of the dancing girl, and so, I’m wearing
a dancing girl outfit and you can see my legs. But, I’m still wearing
men’s shoes and I’m wearing a cardigan sweater. So, I suppose you’re
right because there isn’t anything being revealed, although it’s hinted
at.
Cohen: Its into... I
mean there is nothing in the record that rejects anything that is
going on in this world. It casts quite a cold eye on the things around
you, but there is a flirtatious-not flirtatious, I wouldn’t use that
word. There’s a very seductive quality to all your attitudes, especially
the most restrained of them. I think that’s the genius of the album,
behind the very careful construction of the songs and the very sparse
lyrics there is some kind of raging appetite. I heard you once on
the Howard Stern Show.
Vega: Oh, you did?
Cohen: Yes, it was one
morning a few months ago.
Vega: Oh really.
Do you happen to remember what he was discussing specifically?
Cohen: Well, I think
he was discussing your breasts.
Vega: Yeah, I remember
that day.
Cohen: And, he seemed
to be pleased.
Vega: He did seem to be pleased, I remember that.
Cohen: He seemed to
be pleased for one reason or another.
Vega: Right.
Cohen: But the thing
that pleased me about the interview, of course, next to the astounding
information that Howard Stern imparted to us all...
Vega: Right.
Cohen: ...About your
anatomy, was just the sound of your speaking voice.... Were you surprised
at the fact that many people love you?
Vega: I’m surprised at
it, yeah, if you put it like that. It makes me feel shy.
Cohen: Did you not expect
to be loved so widely?
Vega: I don’t think I expected to be understood. Whether I
expected to be loved...
Cohen: I don’t understand
you. What kind of understanding have you...
Vega: I’m surprised when
people understand as much as they do of the songs, because
I guess I don’t reveal a lot about the specific topics. You know when
people say, Well what’s your message? I never feel that I’m just revealing
a message. I guess I felt if I was going to do that I could write
out a message on a pamphlet or something and pass it around, and that
would be a message of a kind, but it doesn’t seem to be the way to
do it that makes the most sense to me.
Cohen: Well, I think
that you are revealing something. Theres something in the most refined
and abstracted way flirtatious about the way that you refuse to reveal
anything.
Vega: Well, I think its
because the things that attract me in real life are the things that
are not obvious and the things that are not simple.
Cohen: But do you have a kind of passion for this thing that
cannot be said? May I ask you to read, would you mind reading?
Vega: No, I wouldn’t
mind.
Cohen: For instance,
the lyric of the Dancing Girl
Vega: Okay. This song
is called Fat Man and Dancing Girl.
Cohen: Oh, I thank you
so much for reading that. I think that it has... I think that we should
study it, a little.
Vega: Oh yeah?
Cohen: ...carefully.
I did study this song with my son, and we went through the lyric line
by line.
Vega: Your son, Adam?
Cohen: My son, Adam.
I would love to have the opportunity to study it with
you. Because, well for one thing, I think it’s a very, very beautiful,
beautifully executed song on the album. I think that there are lines
in it that get right to the heart of your operating mode, and Id really
like to see what I could uncover for myself and for the listener.
So, lets begin at the beginning and please forgive me if I question
you in what seems to be insane detail.
Vega: Well, I might just
say, Well, I just can’t tell you that:
Cohen: That’s fine.
I think that our friendship will survive this examination.
Vega: Okay.
Cohen: The first line
that I really would like to ask you about is this line, and most of
the show is concealed from view. What is the show that is concealed
from view?
Vega: The way I was thinking
of it was almost like a shadow puppet; the thing that is really causing
the shadow is the thing that’s behind the screen. But, that’s not
really answering your question. Most of the show is concealed from
view, meaning the real life no one sees. It’s the thing that happens
when I go home, or when I think about my own life or when I think
about other people’s lives. The thing that is the most interesting
about people is the way they are when no one is looking at them or
the way they are when they’re in private.
Cohen: Well, what do you see in this world?
Vega: And to me that is the kind of show that I give. I don’t
give a glamorous show. I don’t come on stage in costumes or outfits.
Cohen: Oh, I see what you mean.
Vega: Although, in this
particular song, I’m playing at being the dancing girl. But, when
I say, most of the show is concealed from view, the real heart of
the whole show is the thing that I don’t do onstage. It’s the private
part.
Cohen: So the resonance in your voice, the activity that your
lyrics point at, is the real song?
Vega: Yes.
Cohen: And its a kind of brush painting, where a line or two
will indicate a horizon, or a sky, or a sea, or a mountain, and its
just done with one or two strokes. I accept that as a partial explanation,
but its too insistent this record, the lyric is too insistent. Song
after song you seem to indicate there’s something going on behind
the curtain, as in As Girls Go You say that if you could just run
that number yourself and you could see behind the other side of the
curtain you’d understand the situation. But, there is something that
is whispering to you and something whispering to the listener all
through the record. You don’t have to hear it this way, you could
just tap your foot to the record. It’s a great record. But, for those
of us that like to torture ourselves in other realms ...
Vega: Yes.
Cohen: ...and those of
us who are compelled to do interviews with imperial intentions
in the middle of an afternoon these are the thoughts that assail
us, there is something whispering to you, and its something
menacing. Its something...
Vega: ...dark
Cohen: ...something fertile, its something wet. It’s something
sexual, its something violent. What is it really?
Vega: Well, its different
things in each of the songs. Its different things in each
of the songs, in the place that
you mentioned about what goes on behind the
curtain. In that song it’s wondering how far did this person
take their own wish to be somebody else. You know, that’s
a song about a woman, by all appearances she’s a woman except that
you know she’s a man. So you see someone like this who seems very
rare. This one particular person had a very rare quality which you
could kind of understand after you realized what her situation was.
But, it didn’t explain everything. It just made her extremely attractive
and so you felt yourself drawn into her because of this rare quality
and then you start to wonder how far did the whole thing go. How much
pain does this person put themselves through in order to present this
extremely attractive appearance, this extremely graceful and beautiful
appearance? So that was my question. I mean, I never found out
the answer. I didn’t need to know the answer. It was more just
the way this person was alluring.
Cohen: How much pain
do you go through to present this extremely attractive, modest, and
refined appearance?
Vega: I think I’ve experienced
a fair amount of pain in my life, but I don’t feel that that’s a part
of the show really.
Cohen: You have a clear
idea of what the show is?
Vega: Yeah, I know myself
pretty well. I know what my own history has been. But,
I don’t feel that I need to, you know, I take parts of it and make
things out of it. And mix it with other things that I know and things
that I see. How much pain do I put myself through? I don’t know. I
mean, I have to say that at this point in my life I’m happier than
I’ve ever been.
Cohen: How come?
Vega: 'Cause I feel really free, I think, for the first time
in my whole life. I think I feel very much like myself and not concerned
with proving something to someone or... I feel like some of those
more idiosyncratic parts are starting to come out now in a way that
I would not have allowed before.
Cohen: You have money, fame, youth, beauty, talent. That’s
a good start... for feeling good.
Vega: Yeah, but you know that doesn’t mean that people are
happy if they have those things. I stick to my original
theory.
Cohen: Which is?
Vega: Which is that I feel very free right now. I feel very
happy with myself, with my own character as it is. And those other
things are good, and ... I’m not working a day job. I’m really happy
about that. But I don’t feel that its other things that have made
me feel the way I’ve been feeling.
Cohen: Do you have many admirers?
Vega: I have some.
Cohen: I imagine they are legion. Would you please tell me
what this means, monkey in the middle keeps singing that tune, I don’t
want to hear it, get rid of it soon.
Vega: Well, the monkey in the middle, first of all, in order
to describe a song like this you have to describe the landscape it’s
taking place in.
Cohen: Well, we have all the time in the world.
Vega: Okay. The wide flat land is obviously not a real land.
It’s a land in someone’s mind or its a land you might
see in one of Picasso's paintings. You know, like
the Harlequin series. It’s a circus atmosphere, but it’s like a bad
dream or like a nightmare.
Cohen: It’s too real?
Vega: Too real? No, I
said surreal. So in this landscape you have... what monkey in the
middle meant to me was that there was a person in my life who was
telling me something over and over again that I didn’t want to hear.
I kept trying to get rid of the thing this person was saying, ‘cause
I felt this person wasn’t understanding.
Cohen: A real person
in your life you mean?
Vega: Yeah, it was a
real person in my life. But, within this landscape she
became the monkey in the middle and I kept trying to get rid of it...
Cohen: She’s a voice in your mind and she belongs to a real
person and the things she said disturbed you deeply or
inhibited you or prevented you from acting freely?
Vega: The thing that
this woman said was ... she was warning me of something, to be careful
of something. I didn’t feel like being careful, and in the
end she was right and I was wrong. The monkey, the tune was the one
I finally heard.
Cohen: That’s a warning
voice.
Vega: Yeah, yeah.
Cohen: And you found
that her warnings were well...
Vega: Accurate.
Cohen: ...well conceived.
Vega: Yeah, well conceived.
'Cause there are certain areas where I’m not cautious, where I just
go tumbling headfirst and I think sometimes, in this case
her advice was, yeah, well conceived. But, each of these characters
is someone in my life and I wouldn’t feel comfortable telling you
who the different people are.
Cohen: No, no, I know.
Vega: But, there’s a
function to each one. The megaphone man is the opposite of the girl
with the hand over her mouth. The megaphone man is a person who gives
information to the world. The girl who is covering her mouth is
the girl with the secret, its the same girl that’s in all the
songs. It’s the same girl...
Cohen: She has a
secret?
Vega: Yeah.
Cohen: It’s a delicious
secret sometimes.
Vega: Could be.
Cohen: Or a dark secret .
Vega: It’s a dark one. It’s probably no different than the
same secret every woman has. Based on that...
Cohen: What is the secret
that every woman has?
Vega: Well, I’m sure you would know.
Cohen: I don’t.
Vega: I’m sure you’ve
experienced it several times, over and over again in your life. It’s
probably nothing more or less than that, except that sometimes it’s
dark, sometimes its violent, sometimes and its stuff that you knew
too early that you shouldn’t have known.
Cohen: That’s another theme in this record, or at least in
one of the songs, two of the songs, that there is something you find
out too early. Now I don’t mean to be tedious with this emphasis on
this secrecy but not everybody writes every song about something that
happens offstage, about something that is concealed, about a secret
that is not told, not whispered.
Vega: Do you think every song is about this?
Cohen: It appears in a number...
Vega: In a number.
Cohen: ...of the songs. It’s a strong theme in the record,
and that’s why I’m just poking around trying to find out what this
is. Not what the secret is but what your devotion to the secret is
and how it became in a certain sense the aesthetic irritation around
which the pearl of the song formed. Its something that seems to be
very present in your psyche, this notion that there’s something to
be concealed, something to be discovered, something not quite heard,
something not quite understood, something glimpsed behind the veil.
It seems to be there over and over again and forgive me for trying
to uncover something which has been so deliberately concealed.
Vega: Well, I understand your reasons for it, but I suppose
in the long run, it’s become the way I prefer to work because there’s
something beautiful in it to me. There's something beautiful in presenting
it that way with the whole mystery about it intact. I think the kind
of writing that I always loved was the kind of writing that had all
the complications in it and everything was not explained completely.
You have to say the same thing about your own work. You don’t reveal
everything, relationships are not always clear. There’s a lot of specific
things that are hinted at and you fill in the rest with your imagination
but you don’t come out and blurt out the sort of obvious arithmetic
of it. You don’t come out and say, Well, I loved you and you don’t
love me: although maybe you have said that.
Cohen: I say it over and over again, I thought. Incidentally,
there is very little...
Vega: Which is why I was attracted to your music at a very
early age, it explained, to me it had the world the way I knew it.
It didn’t try and make it simple, it didn’t try and clear it up for
everyone. It kept it as murky as it actually is in life, and that
to me is what I like about it.
Cohen: What did you learn too early?
Vega: I learned about the way people can treat each other
and the way people, in extreme circumstances, will do things that
they wouldn’t do if they were thinking about it; how people, at a
very basic level, will fight to survive and act in ways that humans
would prefer to not think of themselves acting like. Those are things
I think I learned pretty early. That was my sense of the world, as
a place where... the world I grew up in was a very extreme place,
it seemed to me. Maybe it was just because of my temperament. I don’t
think so. I don’t think it was because of my temperament. I think
it was the circumstances. Those were the first things I think I learned.
I mean, I learned other things as well, but those were the things
I learned too early. The other things I learned were things that children
know, which are things of the imagination and things, you know, more
spiritlike things. Things like, mythlike things. Those are things
I also knew as a child.
Cohen: What is the mystery of that poem [As a Child]? Would
you mind reading it? I think it’s a wonderful song. I listen to your
songs in the car, with the sunroof open and closed, and listening
to it in a room, and listening to it in the bath, and I find it has
the quality of allowing you to leave the song and go off into your
own considerations, of your own predicament where it becomes a kind
of score, a kind of background for your own speculations. And I found
myself, after I allowed myself to relax with the record beyond all
the implications and obligations of the interview that I knew I would
have to do, I tried to expose myself to the record in the normal fashion
and I found that you could drift away a lot of the time, which I think
is the test for music that I like. You're very polite in this record.
Vega: Am I?
Cohen: In fact, you are a very polite person.
Vega: I think I probably am a polite person. It’s gotten me
in trouble many times.
Cohen: Really?
Vega: Yeah.
Cohen: That’s a curious world in which courtesy and good manners
now gets people in trouble.
Vega: Well, it did. For example, you have to imagine, say,
if someone is in the ocean and they’re drowning, it would be very
bad. This is something that actually happened to me when I must have
been twelve or thirteen, and I felt myself suddenly way over my head,
and I found myself saying, Excuse me please, but do you think you
could come over here and take me out of this water because I think
I’m drowning. And you know you say it in this perfectly reasonable...
Cohen: Instead of screaming out, "Help!"
Vega: ...instead of going, "Help!" yeah. It’s the
kind of thing... that’s the kind of thing I mean. I would either prefer
to swim to a shallower place by myself or somehow politely engage
someone else in this life-to-life activity.
Cohen: You thought that help would violate this sacred space
between people that must at all times be preserved, this secrecy,
this restraint.
Vega: I don’t know what it was, I just felt really foolish.
By the time I got out my fingernails were purple. I thought, Well
that was really stupid. I thought to myself why didn’t you just say
help? Why didn’t you just shout? And go Help! And it is a polite record,
and it is a strange way of threatening someone, this song
here. To say Excuse me, if I may, turn your attention my way is a
terribly polite way of saying I’m going to kill you with this rock.
Cohen: That’s right.
Vega: So, I think
you’re right
Cohen: Who taught you
these manners? Did you acquire them yourself?
Vega: I have no idea,
my mother says I was just always like that. She says I carried myself
with this way of being like a princess and even if I was going through
the garbage it was always with a certain manner, which I think sometimes
other people found annoying. It wasn’t the kind of thing that I was
taught. I have no idea where I got it from.
Cohen: This was a style
you acquired very early in your life, this kind of strong sense of
the importance of maintaining the appropriate time and distance between
you and the world, and you and other people.
Vega: It was before I
was seven years old, Id say.
Cohen: Not to say that
you reject anything, but that you have a very well-spun
filter between you and the phenomena that surrounds you, for which
we must be grateful because it produces these extremely mysterious
and interesting songs. It is true that someone you’re going to thump
on the head with a rock, even if it’s a small rock.
Vega: A small rock.
Cohen: Is this some idea of the David story?
Vega: Yeah, it’s some
idea of it. It’s a very simple version of the story of David and Goliath.
It’s the moment where he’s trying to get Goliaths attention, you might
say. Maybe Goliath in his mind is saying, well you’re too small. You’re
just too small for me, I can’t even look at you because you’re too
small. David is saying, Well, its this small thing that can bring
you down, that will cause your fall.
Cohen: The power of the
small.
Vega: Yeah, the power
of the small thing.
Cohen: You’ve mastered
that, the power of the small.
Vega: At some point I hope to grow. It is one of the things
I’m very interested in.
Cohen: Which is?
Vega: That power of the
small. That idea that small things have their own voice and their
own will and their own life and their own dignity in the world, which
is very often trampled on by people who feel they are bigger.
Cohen: You know I was asking myself what is the essential
quality of the record and the word that came to me was dignity, that
its dignified, that all your work is very dignified. That it doesn’t
surrender to vulgarity, that it never panders. Dignity is the quality
that no matter what you’re talking about you never surrender that.
You never turn it into a peek show, even though you’re completely
concerned with this notion of curtains and concealment and what is
whispered in secret, you never become coy about it And I think that
a significant achievement of your work is the dignity that it never
surrenders even while talking about matters that could easily fall
into an undignified confessional mode. It never even approaches that.
Is this a man you’re speaking to?
Vega: In this song? In
the Song of David?
Cohen: Or is it the world?
Vega: It’s not a specific
man. Sometimes I feel like it’s the world. Sometimes I feel
it’s the way I approach the world or the audience even, I stand on
the stage and I say, Excuse me, if I may. That’s the thing I want.
I want their attention for that moment and somehow by the end of the
show I will have made them see something. So sometimes I feel that
it’s my way of approaching the world or the audience, sometimes
it’s a way of approaching someone I feel to be bigger than myself.
And it’s not usually a man that I’m involved with but someone that
I perceive as having authority. It’s a song about authority. It’s
a song about striving to get that authority to know you, to know a
person.
Cohen: Is this in any way a song about your life or your career,
which all of us write in some kind of secret way, those songs where
you say, Look, you’ve underestimated me? If you want to relegate me
as a folk singer or as this particular kind of performer or this particular
kind of writer, you’ve got the wrong idea.
Vega: Yeah, there’s an element of that. There's an element
of that kind of challenge. Definitely.
Cohen: So, a lot
of the reviewers that I’ve read have made some point that this record
has its flirtatious element, or that you’ve changed, that this represents
a radical change in your work or in your direction, is it so?
Vega: I think I’ve taken more chances with this record than
I have with some of the others. I think stylistically it sounds different.
I was not as concerned with this record as to how it would be perceived.
I was more concerned with the way it felt making it and how to feel
that I was expressing parts of my personality that normally I would
not have brought forth, or would’ve tried to polish up, or would have
waited till it was more perfect. But this, I didn’t want to do that
at this point in my life.
Cohen: I’m surprised to hear you say that because it has an
extremely polished feel, the record. It doesn’t sound like an improvisation
at all.
Vega: No, no. It wasn’t
even a fact of experimenting, it wasn’t as though I was trying to
experiment with something wild. It was more a natural letting go of
things that were already in there. And it was a question of doing
what was right for each song. But, it also meant that the
songs themselves had more extreme kinds of moods in them than they
did before. I don’t know if a song like Blood Makes Noise don’t know
if five years ago I might have decided that song was too ugly to put
on a record, cause there are other songs I have that I don’t put on
records.
Cohen: Oh, I see.
Lets look at Blood Makes Noise.
Vega: I guess if I bring
it up I should expect to have it discussed. Its kind of a strange
way to address ones doctor. It’s a little flip. It’s almost condescending.
Cohen: Its foolish if you’re sick.
Vega: It is foolish I suppose, if you’re sick.
Cohen: Were you sick?
Vega: I have been sick in my life.
Cohen: Yes? Some of the reviewers have observed that there’s
a lot of medical inference and vocabulary.
Vega: Yeah. Well, some
of that is my way of amusing myself and being what I call funny. It’s
a very obscure kind of humor. Some of it is because I think the language
of medicine is fascinating and has its own poetry in it. And some
of it I think is probably cause when I came off the road in 1987 I
was, not seriously sick, I’m really healthy, but I was anemic and
I had asthma and bronchitis and stuff you get from being run down.
But I think the main reason I work with these terms is because I feel
that language itself is beautiful, and especially medical language
is a way of talking about the body in a way that’s intimate without
being corny. Although I think I’ve probably taken it about as far
as I’m going to take it. But, I do get letters from doctors.
Cohen: So, what do
they say?
Vega: Oh, they say that
the information is very accurate and could they use the lyrics in
their own texts, and...
Cohen: ...could they meet you?
Vega: One or two
want to know if they can meet me. Or they want to know how
do I know so much about medicine.
Cohen: Well, how do you
know so much about medicine?
Vega: 'Cause I’m
curious about the body, I’m curious about being healthy and I like
the idea of ministering.
Cohen: There’s a very
beautiful line in one of your songs. I thought it was really excellent,
I underlined it, I will pay for my life with my body.
Vega: It’s a very
sad line, in the context of it.
Cohen: What does it mean?
Vega: Well the girl in
the song, who is a girl with a secret, feels like the woman who
walks in the street. And in that way she is in some way paying for
her life with her body.
Cohen: It’s a mysterious
way to describe what we all do really.
Vega: I suppose everyone
does, ultimately.
Cohen: We all pay for
our lives with our body.
Vega: You mean in the
final end of it, it is.
Cohen: I mean that’s what
we do, pay a little bit everyday.
Vega: Right.
Cohen: I thought it was
a very beautiful line that is very much...
Vega: I mean some
people are forced to pay more with their bodies than they might
under other circumstances.
Cohen: What is the bad
wisdom?
Vega: The bad wisdom
is exactly the things we were talking about before. The bad
wisdom is knowing something before you’re ready for it. It’s knowing
something before its time. Before. It could be sexual knowledge.
Some kids take LSD too early.
Cohen: Did you?
Vega: No. Bad wisdom is when you have too much too soon. You
go beyond what you’re prepared to handle.
Cohen: To me it’s quite interesting how consistent the themes
are in this record. Song after song we are really discussing the same
song, and the same position in regards to the information in the song.
Could you read this song, Bad Wisdom?
Vega: Okay.
Cohen: You don’t
have to if you don’t want to. I’m going to have another glass of wine.
Would you like one?
Vega: I'll have a little
bit, yeah.
Cohen: That’s the
spirit.
Vega: I'll have wine and
I'll have water.
Cohen: The biblical
beverages.
Vega: It sounds so much better than coke and orange juice,
or one of those kinds of things.
Cohen: It’s so very
stylish of you to have just wine and water.
Vega: Well, thank you,
Leonard. It also happens to be what is available.
Cohen: Why wont you
tell me what you really know about what the bad wisdom is?
Vega: Because, when
I write these songs I feel the important thing is that we know that
they are truthful, and it doesn’t matter. It shouldn’t matter to you,
for example. If I’m putting these words out to be judged and I want
the work to be judged, then I feel everything you need to know is
in the work. There’s nothing you need to know about what I know. For
someone to want to know, for example, how much of these songs
do I ... what are the things in my own life. To me that’s out of bounds
then.
Cohen: I completely agree
with you.
Vega: Because then
someone is open to judging my character and that’s not what I’m
putting out, that’s not what I’m displaying. I’m putting the work
out because the work is the work, and the work is what I hope is beautiful
and good, and the work is what will be around after I’m not here anymore.
And that to me seems like the important thing. The bad wisdom is what
I said. It’s knowing about something too soon. In some ways, everybody
has their own form of it
Cohen: Well, forgive me
for asking you this question over and over again, but according to
the instructions that this interview may be broadcast or a transcript
prepared in segments of various lengths it is my intention to ask
you the same question over and over again so no matter how the segments
are divided the most important response to the album will be established.
Vega: So what question
is it that you’re asking exactly?
Cohen: I forget.
Vega: It all depends.
The answer all depends on how it’s phrased and what exactly you want
to know.
Cohen: Now, obviously
the primary theme of the interview is the new album. I think that
we’ve treated that at some length.
Vega: I think we
have too.
Cohen: The following list
of topics is illustrative only. We would like you to touch
on most of the issues so as to provide the content necessary to satisfy
the promotional purpose of this piece. However, during the course
of your conversation, please feel free to venture in any other
areas that may come up.
Vega: Yes.
Cohen: So, it was
not entirely without permission that I was prodding in these areas,
even though I understand that your aesthetic determines that, or is
a kind of curtain, the kind of curtain you speak about, beyond which
the viewer is not invited to look. There is this and this alone and
this is the work and it should be judged as the work by itself without
any reference to the hand that created it.
Vega: Yeah, I know that sounds cold.
Cohen: That’s okay.
I can take it.
Vega: It sounds cold,
but it’s the way I like it.
Cohen: You like to
write about anything you don’t really have to write about.
Vega: I like to write about things that are extreme in some
form. I like to write about something I feel I have to
write about.
Cohen: Do you find
it hard to write?
Vega: Sometimes.
Cohen: What is the
hardest song on this album?
Vega: The hardest song
on this album was 99.9F.
Cohen: That was hard
to write? And yet, it comes off effortless.
Vega: That was the most difficult song. That was the song I
was sitting there looking in the thesaurus and the rhyming dictionary
with. Looking up synonyms and antonyms for hot, cold, fever, romance,
anything I could get my hands on.
Cohen: Is this a
flirtatious song?
Vega: Yeah. Couldn’t you
tell? You couldn’t tell.
Cohen: Well, I’m
immune to these kinds of approaches.
Vega: Oh, I see.
Cohen: I thought it was very lovely, and to repeat that phrase
ninety-nine point nine was very fresh. Lets look at this song.
Vega: Okay.
Cohen: Why did you call this the title of your album?
Vega: Because I felt that it described the stance of the album,
which is not normal, off the norm, not wildly feverish but off the
norm enough to create tension, enough to give you a dizzy, hallucinatory
feeling but not so much that you feel that you’re out of your mind
in listening to it. It seemed slightly hotter than maybe some of my
other albums. The other albums have a much cooler tone to the whole
sound of them.
Cohen: A cautious intoxication.
Vega: Yeah, I guess so.
Cohen: Do you drink?
Vega: Yeah.
Cohen: What do you usually like to drink?
Vega: Well, lets see, these days I drink gin and tonic. I drink
wine or I drink cognac or I drink brandy or I drink sake. I have a
bunch of things that I like to drink.
Cohen: Do you find that a lot of people are drinking now, these
days?
Vega: I find that most of the people I hang out with tend to
drink but I think that’s also because that’s the kind of crowd I hang
out with. I drink Jack Daniels.
Cohen: What are the people like in your crowd?
Vega: Oh god. It’s a very diverse crowd, I suppose. Its not
even really like a crowd, its more like a thinly, sparsely populated
little gathering of forlorn and homeless people.
Cohen: Where do they live? Is it nationwide or is your crowd
more or less in one town?
Vega: My crowd. Some
live in New York and some live in California, and some are people
I used to know from the folk scene and I’m still friends with them.
In the Village. And some are new friends I made last year, and there’s
been some pretty wild drinking going on there. Drink to six, seven,
eight the next morning.
Cohen: Among your new friends?
Vega: Yeah, among
my new friends.
Cohen: Your new friends
drink a lot.
Vega: Yes, yes we
do. And I drink with them.
Cohen: Could you
let us in on one of these evenings. These drinking evenings.
How do they begin? What is the middle like? And what is the ending
like?
Vega: The beginning usually means me going to pick up my sister
and she comes with me, or my brother, because they all like to hang
out We're talking about a party now, not talking about an intimate
social gathering, this is a party.
Cohen: I'd really
like to know what an evening where a lot of liquor is consumed...
Vega: With me it
usually ends up in wild dancing.
Cohen: Yeah? Begins
early and ends late?
Vega: Yes. I really
love to dance.
Cohen: What music
do you dance to?
Vega: I used to dance
to your music actually, when I was younger, seventeen or so.
You'll laugh at the songs I chose to dance to, they’re not what you’d
think of as dancing songs.
Cohen: On the contrary, others may not think so, but you and
I know what a dancing song is.
Vega: So Long Maryann or The Avalanche Song, or The Master
Song.
Cohen: What are you dancing to these days?
Vega: There’s a band
called Les Negresses Vertes, which is a terrible French pronunciation
on my part of their title. It’s almost like gypsy music. I'll dance
to that. What else will I dance to? I dance to some of the new
U2 albums. Sometimes I'll dance to... PM Dawn has a song
called Paper Doll: which I like. Or different things that come up
or catch my imagination in some way.
Cohen: And when you go
out with friends, when you’re with your crowd, how are people dressing
in your crowd?
Vega: Well, I have a friend of mine who makes dresses. Her
name is J. Morgan Puett. She tends to make these big linen
dresses and pants, they’re loose and baggy and usually made out of
cotton or linen or something like that ... they’re almost peasantlike.
Cohen: Do you wear them
too?
Vega: Yeah, I wear
them often.
Cohen: They have pants
underneath the skirt?
Vega: No. Either pants, which are baggy, they’re like farmers
pants. See, I'll show you the artwork of the album cover and I’m wearing
some of her clothes.
Cohen: What’s that?
Vega: That’s the album cover.
Cohen: That’s the vinyl?
Vega: Yeah, yeah, that is the vinyl. Here, I'll show you, hold
on a second.
Cohen: Okay. Hold on everybody, Suzanne is dancing across the
room.
Vega: These are some of her pants.
Cohen: Oh, that’s a very nice picture.
Vega: They’re baggy
and they’re really cool.
Cohen: Those are your
arms.
Vega: Those are my
arms.
Cohen: And what is your
expression?
Vega: This is the expression... I don't know. What would you
describe it as? "What the hell are you looking at?"
lend of face?
Cohen: That is the extremely
seductive... this combination of austerity and voluptuousness that
your songs manage to convey. That is a refined invitation to a cautious
intoxication.
Vega: Well, thank
you, Leonard. As opposed to the other. Here, let me show you the other
poster that I see lying on the floor.
Cohen: Okay. Suzanne is
now going over to get the other poster that is lying on the floor.
Vega: These are the
fishnet stockings from the dancing girl. The dancing girl on
the album is wearing fishnet stockings and these are them blown up.
Cohen: I know. This has
many resonances of self-abuse.
Vega: Self-abuse?
Cohen: Yes.
Vega: I don’t think so.
Cohen: I think you might be making a pass at yourself in this.
Vega: No, Leonard, you’ve got it all wrong.
Cohen: Oh, I’m sorry.
Vega: You’ve let your imagination go too far. This is my shoe.
This is my shoe. This is my knee.
Cohen: I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m terribly sorry. But, I think
that anybody’s imagination is being invited to really careen around
the place.
Vega: Well, we'll put
this one away then.
Cohen: Yeah, please do.
A man of my age should not be compelled to look at those kind
of photos.
Vega: So anyway, those are Morgan’s pants. What I started to
show you were Morgan's pants, what they look like.
Cohen: Are you choosing
your intimate male partners from among the members of this crowd?
Or, do they come drifting in, they belong to other crowds?
Vega: No.
Cohen: ...sometimes no crowd at all.
Vega: I would say no crowd at all, really.
Cohen: Guys stumble into
your life from...
Vega: No, I wouldn’t
say they stumble in. You know, you asked me in the beginning
if I was a guarded person, and I guess I’m sort of a guarded person.
Cohen: I thought so until
I saw those fishnet stockings. That’s changed things a lot. I wish
I saw that at the beginning of this interview.
Vega: But that’s a character.
Cohen: No, I really don’t think you can use that as an alibi.
Vega: Oh.
Cohen: This is you in fishnet stockings, you cannot sanitize
this image.
Vega: Oh, I didn’t say I was going to sanitize it, I just said
I was in character.
Cohen: No, I’m sorry, Suzanne.
Vega: Its not a very
clean character, but...
Cohen: You’re not in character
at all. First of all, there’s not enough showing to indicate
a costume that could even indicate a character.
Vega: That’s because
you saw an isolated detail there. You haven’t seen the whole context
of it.
Cohen: You mean that’s
just part of the poster?
Vega: No, the actual
picture the costume is from is... there’s a real picture.
Cohen: Yes, but when
you select your hand and a fishnet stocking and nothing else,
people cannot be faulted if they don’t assume you’re in costume.
Vega: Well, they
would if they... Okay, whatever. I could fault them if I want to.
Cohen: You can do
anything you want. Would you like to talk about Mitchell
Froom?
Vega: Would I like
to talk about Mitchell Froom?
Cohen: Yes, because
the production is really extremely competent and beautiful. What was
his contribution?
Vega: Well the reason
I wanted to work with him was because I could tell from his other
records that he didn’t approach anything in a formulaic way, and that
seemed like a good thing to me.
Cohen: Would you
like to talk about the other people who worked with you?
Vega: Yeah, we could
do that. I think that the musicians that we used on this album,
besides using... on one track we used Mike Visceglia and
Marc Schulman, who are my long-term musicians that I’ve played
with for years. But the newer musicians are Bruce Thomas,
who played with Elvis Costello for ten years, he was in
The Attractions, the band. Do you like Elvis Costello
or do you listen to him?
Cohen: I’ve listened
to him a lot. He’s a great singer.
Vega: So, I’ve always
liked the way his band sounded. To me its very witty and It’s
got a lot of interesting things about it. And Jerry Marotta
played percussion and drums.
Cohen: Do you get along well with your musicians?
Vega: Yeah, I do.
Cohen: And when you tour
do you feel part of a family?
Vega: It has felt
that way sometimes, not always, but most of the time, yeah. I
do, I like it, I like the atmosphere that develops.
Cohen: You like touring?
Vega: I like a lot of it. The last one was a little long.
Cohen: How many concerts did you do?
Vega: I did ten months.
Cohen: Ten months on the road?
Vega: Ten months on the road, sometimes five shows a week.
Cohen: How many concerts altogether did you do?
Vega: I don’t remember.
Cohen: Hundreds.
Vega: Hundreds, yeah. Well, there’s fifty-two weeks in a year,
ten months... forty weeks, but it wasn’t really forty weeks, it was
more like thirty.
Cohen: Lets say thirty weeks, lets say an average of three
concerts a week...
Vega: Ninety?
Cohen: Nine hundred. Its nine thousand concerts, I think.
Vega: We can study my itinerary if we want to count them. A
lot, a lot, but there’s a lot about it that I love. It is like a family
and I get to know... I’m on the road with seventeen guys that I have
to know about in some way or another, and know about their lives,
and what’s happening with their lives. Who’s having problems and who’s
doing well, and who’s just had a baby and whose mother is sick. I
enjoy that kind of feeling, of getting to know people and getting
to know their character.
Cohen: And do you feel
that you occupy some maternal function on the road, that you
kind of hold it together with these concerns that you just mentioned?
That you are the center of the family?
Vega: I’m definitely
the center of the family. I suppose that makes it maternal. Sometimes
I feel more like the figurehead of the ship, and the engine. Maternal's
not quite the word cause that implies a certain coziness which is
not really always there. There's still always a bit of distance and
formality, but I like the atmosphere. I like staying up and drinking
and playing poker and talking and that kind of thing.
Cohen: You like that?
Vega: I like the
feeling of being on adventure, of being on the bus overnight
on a ferry and were going somewhere, were going to Greece or were
going to Italy and this feeling of a shared adventure.
Cohen: You’re lucky.
Vega: Why is that?
Cohen: You’re lucky to
have this experience.
Vega: Do you like
touring?
Cohen: Yeah, I like it.
I kind of feel like part of a motorcycle gang.
Vega: Yeah, I could
see that.
Cohen: What plans do you
have to tour?
Vega: Probably early
next year.
Cohen: Do you have your
band put together yet?
Vega: No.
Cohen: Can I play in it?
Vega: What would you
like to play?
Cohen: I don’t know.
Vega: You could sing,
you could be a backup singer.
Cohen: Congas.
Vega: So It’s like I always go see you perform, you always
have two very beautiful women standing by you.
Cohen: I could be one
of the beautiful women standing beside you.
Vega: I could have
you standing behind me singing.
Cohen: Oh, that would
be a great honor. What kind of live show can be expected?
Vega: Well, you’ll
come with me and we can sing duets, we can dance.
Cohen: Oh, that would
be really nice. Now your expectations and feelings about the album,
we’ve looked into that, but I think if you would speak about your
expectations... but really honestly about your expectations.
Vega: What do you mean, but really honestly, as though I’ve...
Cohen: Its not that I feel you’ve been dishonest in any sense.
Vega: Well that’s good because I haven’t.
Cohen: No, I don’t feel
you’ve been dishonest.
Vega: No.
Cohen: But there is this tantalizing and...
Vega: ...irritating?
Cohen: Irritating is not quite the word, lets say intriguing
sense of secrecy that you insist on preserving.
Vega: I bet.
Cohen: Id really like
to know what you expect from this album, but really deeply. Do you
think that this album will bring you the lover?
Vega: It’s possible.
Cohen: Do you think of
it as a mating call? Do you see this album as a mating call?
Vega: Why? Do you
see it that way?
Cohen: Yes, yes I do.
Vega: Do I see it
as a mating call? As a mating call?
Cohen: Yes, I see this album as an exquisite, refined mating
call of one of the most delicate and refined and concealed creatures
on the scene. This is the mating call of concealment. This is how
secrecy woos her lover. So, do you think that this album will bring
you the lover which the album calls out to?
Vega: Yes.
Cohen: I do too. I really
do. I think we are at last approaching the truth of the enterprise.
This no doubt will not find its way into...
Vega: I think you’re
wrong. I think they’ll make a headline out of it in fact But without
saying any more than that, I would say, yes.
Cohen: I think so. I find
it irresistible myself.
Vega: On that cheery note, that’s a cheery note to end on.
Cohen: I think so.
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